Ugh, it’s not like people are never there for me but most of the time they’re not, and when I do ask for help I feel like a burden. And I’m always helping people, and they definitely tell me they appreciate it, but I never get help myself. Every time someone asks how I am and I say “okay” I say it’s just because I have a lot to do or I’m tired and those things are true, but that’s not really the reason for my mood. I’m just unhappy often and I don’t know why.
That is all I want in life: for this pain to seem purposeful.
― Elizabeth Wurtzel (via cybergirlfriend)
